my_son

I thought of a time of relief
when it would have been easy to have you
and of the days I find myself in and write to you here
when it is painful for me to imagine you.

Smooth, blond, curly or brown
light, dark, blue or brown
and the wind that caresses
Your kind and smiling face
is like a dream that cradles my mind
and has delighted me for some time now.

In you I see myself and my projects
that passionate child in this trial
who loves nature and creation
all this time you have been missed
but in my heart you were born and grew there
and it is beautiful to imagine you
by my side every instant
and nothing compared to you in this life
is truly more important.

With you we will travel this world
by bike or on foot it doesn't matter
and of little use in the future
is wealth, many houses, or an airplane
you are my colorful painting of a thousand shades.

Knowing you by my side is priceless
I would climb mountains, peaks, heights
only you can curb my fears
and forgive me if you are not yet born
oh my beloved son.